Standard Legal Crap: If you've read one, you've read them all. The Gboys don't belong to me, only this fic does. The song 'My Heart Will Go On', as many of you know is by Celine Dion. I know this song is old, but inspriration struck, in the form of a Duo/Wufei angst/death fic. It was begging to be wrote down, for crying out loud!!

Warnings: Yaoi, nothing graphic. Its a Duo/Wufei(like it was going to be anyone else). My poor Wu-baby probably thinks I don't like him after this fic.

Duo: What about me? I don't think I'll be able to survive what you're going to do to my Fei-kun.

Don't worry, Duo. I'm an writer, I can always bring you and him back. It called creative liberties.

Wufei: Good!

Yep, so I can torture you all over again!!

D-chan&Fei-kun: *fall over classic anime style, sweatdrop and all*

The song's in the //s.

Now on to the song fic!

Go On


//Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
that is how I know you go on//

"No, Duo, don't...please."

"What do expect, Wufei? Everytime we make plans to do something, you always cancel. I can't come over, and when I do see you you're always rushing off. There's someone else, isn't there?"

"NO! Its...well..."

"What Wufei?"


"I knew it. I'm staying at Trowa's and Quatre's tonight, and I'll come get my things next week."


"Yes. Goodbye, Wufei."

He left. Why couldn't he understand? Didn't he see? He was sick. And he wasn't going to get better. He couldn't help it. He did something he hadn't done, not even when Meiran died.

He cried.


He woke up. Every night. Duo in his dreams. Didn't matter what. Everything from fighting the war with him to the break up to.....other times. It'ld been five days. He was lasting longer than the doctors had said. Suddenly he felt a pain in his stomach. He cried out. Then as quickly as it had come, it left. Tonight was the night. The night Duo came to get his things. The night he died. He couldn't be here when Duo came. So he left.


//Far across the distance
and spaces between us
you have come to show you go on//

Now he was feeling guilty. But he'ld made a decision to leave him, so that was what he was going to do. But now driving to Wufei's house...he was starting to regret it. He had seperated himself from Wufei, but in everything he saw that Wufei might like, he wanted to tell Wufei about it. Then of course he remembered he'ld broke up with him. Just a sign he still loved Wufei. And something just wasn't right about Wufei. Something was wrong with him, but he couldn't figure out what. He couldn't be sure either. Wufei always was the best actor of all of them. Thats why they knew nothing about him, at first. Duo still was the only who knew more. Yeah, Fei was hidding something, but a little too well...


//Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
and you're here in my heart
and my heart will go on and on//

Hmmmmm...this is a nice spot. Funny how I haven't noticed it before. A great place for stargazing. I'll have to bring Duo here.

Wufei no baka...he isn't coming back. And you aren't staying. So why do you keep thinking about him?

Because I can't forget him. Before he came, my heart contained nothing. Now he's come and my hearts full of him. Now he's leaving and...well, thinking about him won't leave my heart empty again.

Does it matter? You don't have much time left. You're crazy.

Hai, I know. A voice in my head is talking to me and I'm answering back. Doesn't get much crazier than that, ne? You know what they say, the mind is the first to go. My soul isn't going to be too far behind, though. Yeah, you're right I am crazy...

cause I'm still carrying on that conversation with myself.


//Love can touch just one time
and last for a life time
And never let go till we're gone//

He drifted back to when they were locked in the cell. Wufei had come over after, Heero had gone, to see if he was okay. After checking his pulse, he had left his hand there a little too long. Time had stopped. His line of sight contained only these onyx depths, he was drowning in them. And then, too soon, the hand was removed, and he floated up out of those raging, yet somehow calm, black waters. Just a moment of, He'ld thought it'ld just go away. Nope, there hadn't been a chance of that happening. It still went on. It was still going on.


//Love was when I loved you
one true time I hold too
In my life we'll always go on//

The lake was beautiful at night, with the moon shining on it. His reflection in it looked so pale. So sickly. Not that he wasn't. When he came out here before, Duo was always with him. Now he wasn't. He remembered making out with Duo at this lake. He loved that memory. He wasn't going to have anymore memories with Duo now. He and Duo were over. At least thats what Duo probably thought. But to him...their love was a never ending story. Funny how tonight though, it was going to end. Too bad life wasn't a fairy tale. Nope, it was real. Cruel and brutually honest. did have its moments.


//Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
and you're here in my heart
and my heart will go on and on//

Strange. He wasn't here. Nope, not in the room either. Suddenly something caught his eye. It looked like a letter...

April 24 A.C. 201

Dear Mr. Chang,

We regret to inform you that the test results turned out positive. You are
infected with cancer. Unfortuanately, it has spread and there is nothing we
can do. You have anywhere from 3 to 4 weeks to live. Our most sencere


No...why hadn't he seen it? The clues they were they right in front of him. The missed dates, the avoidance...Wufei was sick. No...Wufei was dying. Suddenly he checked the date. If Wufei only had at maximum 4 weeks...

It was May 20. Wufei should have died five days ago. But if Wufei wasn't here, and was dying, where was he? The hospital, maybe? No...Wufei hated docters. No, he had to be at the lake.


The pain was intense now. He didn't have long. He had went to doctors. Not to Sally. Sally would have told Duo, and then Duo would have pitied him, and so would have Sally. He didn't deserve pity. But strangers...they didn't know him, so they wouldn't think twice about him, after he'ld paid their bill. They wouldn't give him pity. Plus Duo would have been hurt. And he had vowed never to hurt Duo. But now he wished Duo was here. He was afraid to die.



//You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my hear will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You're safe in my heart and
my heart will go on and on...//

There was Wufei. He was so pale. Blood...he was coughing up blood.


Nani? That couldn't be...Duo?

"Wufei why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't want to see you cry. I...didn't want to hurt you."

Spasms were shaking his body. He couldn't fight it much longer.

"Wufei, I'm sorry..its all my fault. I should have saw."

"Don't be sorry. Lo-ook..a-a-at..the-st-stars. They're so-so beautiful"

"Wufei, don't go. Please?"

"I'm..I'm.. so-sorry, Du-D-Duo-kun. Don't cry...any...more."

Tears. He was crying. He hadn't noticed.

"I'm...not..not afraid anym-an-anymore. I love you Duo."

"I love you too, Fei-kun."

"I know. I've always known."


And then the sounds of the heartbroken sobs of a man he'ld lost what was most precious to him.


(1) I have never recieved a letter like this or seen one, so if it sounds weird or too straightforward, gomen!