Title: Put The Past Away
Author: Wolfy-chan <duo_no_koibito@yahoo.com>
Warnings: 1x2, songfic, Death fic, Yaoi. This one for some reason makes me depressed....
Archieve?: if you want to! ^_^
Disencliamers: I dont own them **I wish I did** those rich anime companies do..So dont sue me! It would be a waste of time because I have no money at the moment! I dont own the song "Jumper" by Third Eye Blind eather!

~ I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies,
That you have been living in.~

Everynight would be the same. Pain staking memories filled his mind. The war was over but the pain was not. Why? Why wouldn't it go away...?

~And if you do not want to see me again,
I would understand,
I would understand.~

Probably because of what the incident was. They were nearing to last hours of the final battle when it happened. All hope a truth exploded in front of his eyes. Anything and everything he was fighting for was gone in an instant.

~ The angry boy a bit to insane,
Icing over a secret pain,
You know you don't belong,
your the first to fight,
you'r way too loud,
you'r the flash of light ,
On a burial shroud,
I know somethin's wrong~

It hurts so much. I never got to say how much I cared for you, how much I admired you...How much I loved you. Did you know already? Someone help me, I am lost.....

~Well everyone I know has got a reason,
To say,
Put the past away~

Why Couldn't I see it untill now, untill you were gone? Quatre the loving person that he is tried to help me out, even though he was going through a bit himself. "We cannot linger on the past" Is what he said, it is hard not to. It was easy for him to say then to take action towards. I wish I could just end it right now...Would he want that? Would he really want that?

~I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies,
That you have been living in,
And if you do no more to see me again,
I would understand,
I would understand~

I find myself standing on the edge. The place that determines if I live or not. Not that kind of place...A place where I can just give up and get it over with. So simple.....People think it is just so simple to end life this way. Too many bakas before me have done the same thing. Were they driven by emotional pain?

By life?

By truth?

By what? Answer me that. All I know now is that I am here, on the edge, ready to jump at any minute... No turning back. End it now....End it now...

~Well he's on the table,
and he's gone to code,
And I do not think anyone knows,
What they are doing here,
And you'r friends have left,
You've been dismissed,
And I never thought it would come to this,
And I,
I want you to know~

Held back by force or by soul, eather one...I do not remember. I couldn't end it that day, he told me not to.

~Everyone has to face down the deamons~

Can I ever recover? Or will I be just an emotional wrek for the rest of my sorry little life? I learned a lot when he was with me; to laugh, to smile, to love, to look at everything differentley or in the other direction..... And since he left, he taught me something else...to cry

~Maybe today,
We can put the past away,
I wish you would step back fromt he ledge my friend,
We could cut ties with all the lies,
That you've been living in,
And if you do no more to see me again~

To put the past away....I want to...I really do. I am sorry I couldn't protect you Duo...I wasn't strong enough...

~ I would understand~

I want to learn how to put the past away, will you please teach me how?

~I would understand........~

**Owari**

short but sweet....that's how I like it! ^_^