8-3-2000

Title: Sad but True
Author: Willow, [Song by Metallica]
Archive: GW Addiction
Category: Sadistic, NCS, Heero-bastardization, violent, very-very-violent
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: 1x2...

 

~Hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who takes you there~

[Camera focuses on the bed where Heero and Duo are having sex. Duo is crying to Heero that it hurts and asking him to stop. Heero just contiunes until he reaches release. He lies down beside Duo and falls asleep. Once Duo is sure Heero is sound asleep he cries. Silent tears flow down his face...]

~Hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who cares~

[Sometime later, Heero is yelling at Duo. Duo yells back and Heero slaps him hard across the cheek. Duo looks up from the floor, tears threaten to wash down his cheeks...]

~They
They betray
I'm your only true friend now~

[Later that day, the pilots minus Heero are sitting around the kitchen table eating. Quatre notices the dark bruise on Duo cheek. He asks Duo about it, he just smiles and says that he made Heero mad, that it was his own stupid mistake for pressing an issue too far. Quatre looks at him, disbelief written all over his face. He says that he is going to talk to Heero about it. Duo stands up and yells that it is none of their business and stalks out of the room, leaving three stunned pilots in his wake...]

~They
They'll betray
I'm forever there~

[That evening, Heero is fucking Duo once again. This time, too, he is very rough and unyeilding. He thrusts hard into Duo's bleeding ass as Duo cries out in pain. Heero growls at Duo for even mentioning anything to the others. This was between them. Duo protests slightly, saying that they were friends and that they cared. For this he recieved a few heavy punches to his ribs emphasizing Heero's point...]

~I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true~

[Afterward, Heero gets up and leaves. He'd recieved a mission somewhat earlier and now left Duo to dream of what could happen to him on that mission. Duo cries until Quatre gently raps on the door. Duo quickly pulls on a pair of boxers and a shirt and opens the door. Quatre steps into the room, then turns back to Duo and gently wraps his arms around Duo's sholders. He pleads for Duo to fight back and not submit to the torture. Duo pushes him away and says that he can't and also can't talk about it. Quatre looks at him with sad eyes...]

~I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
You know it's sad but true~

[Quatre grabs his shoulders and gently shakes him. He yells that it isn't right for Duo to just take whatever Heero dishes out. Duo tells him that he loves Heero and does it because he wants to be with him, whatever it takes. Quatre looks at him, staring into the deep pain filled violet orbs. He tilts Duo's face up to look at him, in a gentle voice he says that the pain Heero is causing him isn't right. Duo protests that it is what he deserves. Quatre is almost fuming. He yells that no one deserves pain like what Heero is causing him. Duo flinchs. He looks at Quatre and says he doesn't think that he knows how to live with out the stoic, violent pilot. Sad tears fill Quatre's eyes and he hugs Duo tight...]

~You
You're my mask
You're my cover, my shelter
You
You're my mask
You're the one who're blamed~

[A few weeks later, Duo is on the court playing basketball at their latest bording school. He and Heero are on opposing teams. He is tired and he fumbles the ball and tips on an out stretched foot, running into Heero. The teacher sits him out, blaming him for knocking the air out of 'Yuy-kun'. He silently complies.

That night Heero comes in after a solo recon mission. He ties Duo down to the bed and removes his clothing. He strips Duo of his own clothing and begins his rape of the boy. Duo silently waits for him to finish, he had given up struggling. Maybe Heero wouldn't want a complacant partner. Much to his dismay, Heero seemed to like this all the more when he wasn't crying out and struggling. He closes his eyes and endures...]

~Do
Do my work
Do my dirty work, scapegoat
Do
Do my deeds
You're the one who's shamed~

[Duo walks down the street in the rain, having fled their latest safe house. He walks by a church and decides to go inside. He goes and talks to a priest about what has been happening. The priest tells him that he must fight back, that that is the only way to his salvation. Duo walks out of the church and back into the now strong downpour. He curses himself for ever loving, ever letting himself care once again.

A couple of hours later Duo walks back into the safe house. Quatre, Trowa, and Wufei are sitting in the living room, talking. Wufei looks up at thesound of the door shutting. The look on his face is one of disdain. In his current self-loathing state, Duo takes it as disdain for him. His eyes burn with tears that threaten to make themselves known to the room. Duo runs to his room and gives into the pain, sobbing into a pillow to muffle the sound...]

~I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true~

[Quatre silently closes the door behind him. Duo lies on the bed asleep. He sits down on the edge of the bed and Duo rouses. He pushes himself away from the figure sitting on the bed, fear eminating from his whole being. This just makes Quatre more determined to free the generally cheerful boy.

Quatre reaches out to Duo, whispering soothing words to calm the frantic boy. At the sound of Quatre's gentle voice, Duo relaxes. Quatre tells him that they'll keep Heero away from him if he asks them to. Duo nods, but looks distressed. Quatre asks him what was wrong. Duo tells him what he saw in Wufei's expression when he came home. Quatre shakes his head and tells Duo what they had been discussing when he'd arrived. That Wufei's disdain was for Heero's actions and not Duo's...]

~I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
You know it's sad but true~

[Wufei sits in the living room, eyeing the door, waiting. Waiting for Heero Yuy, the reason for the beautiful one's dismay, to walk through the door and give him a reason to beat the shit out of him. Yes, Wufei liked Duo and hated seeing Heero treat him as a stress reliever. The boy was so much more, something precious that Yuy seemingly couldn't understand. Yuy didn't see what a treasure the boy was, and seeing as Yuy treated that treasure with such disrespect, he, Chang Wufei was going to take that treasure from him.

The front door opened. Heero Yuy stalked in and yelled for his toy. This set him off, this is just what he had been waiting for. Wufei lept at the boy standing in the doorway, hands outstretched. He latched onto Heero's neck and wrung it for all he was worth.

Trowa sat passively, watching. He made no move to come to Heero's aid. He'd lost all respect for the boy called Heero Yuy. If this boy could treat Duo in such a disdainful manner, then he was not worth even acknowledging...]

~Hate
I'm your hate
I'm your hate when you want love
Pay
Pay the price
Pay, for nothing's fair~

[Heero lay on the floor, gasping for breath. Wufei had finally decided that to kill Yuy was unjust and that he should suffer. And Wufei knew just how he should suffer. He'd take Duo and treat him with the love and kindness that he deserved. If Yuy felt *anything* for the boy, then this would be the ultimate torture.

Wufei walked into Duo's room. The boy lay on the bed, watched by the blonde pilot of Sandrock. Wufei stepped over to the bed and gently shook the braided boy. A voilet eye cracked open and he murmured a greeting to the face in front of him. Wufei bent and genlty kissed him on the lips. The violet eyed boy sat up quicky, startled by Wufei's gesture.

Wufei smiled and told Duo about his feelings. He promised Duo that he'd protect him and care for him and that he *loved* him. Tears filled the violet eyes and Duo flung his arms around the Chinese pilot's neck...]

~Hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who took you there
Hey
I'm your life
And I no longer care~

[Heero stood in the doorway, watching the way Duo clung to Wufei. He didn't like it one bit. Duo was his. *HIS*. He walked into the room. He calmly looked at Duo. He murmured apologies and told Duo that he loved him and that he'd promise not to do it again. All the while fingering the gun he kept on his person at all times. *HIS*.

Duo, sweet Duo -- he accepted the apology, but he told Heero flat out that he would not return to him. That he was not going to put up with a life without love.

Heero turned and walked to the door. When he was about to exit the room he turned around, gun in hand, and fired one shot. The shot rang clear and true, striking its intended victim directly between the eyes...]

~I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true~

[Duo collapsed. Blood pooled around his, now limp, form. Trowa recovered from the shock and reached for his gun. Too late.

Heero pressed the barrel of the gun to his temple and pulled the trigger. His body crumpled to the floor in a mass of limbs...]

~I'm your truth, telling lies
I'm your reason, alibis
I'm inside open your eyes
I'm you
Sad but true~

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Ohmygod! I can't believe I wrote another! Death fic! I didn't warn you cause
it would ruin the fic completely! What do you think?! I was in a
particularly bad-good mood when I began it and a good mood when I finished
it... this is just twisted! Gomen nasai! C&C please!