11-5-2001

Title: 3 Years of Lonesome - Iris' Sidestory 2
Author: Sayuyuki - sayuyuki@hotmail.com
Part: Sidestory 2
Disclaimers: not mine......
Archiving: Um. Just ask, and it's yours!
Warnings: Shonen ai, language, after-war thing, uh...Oh yeah! OOCness abounds!
Author's Notes: Iris again. Member, she's SPECIAL. ;)

 

Well. Things are getting better. So much better, I know now.

I'm trying to think...It hurts my head, usually. When I think. But not much else. Or maybe when They're trying to tell me things. They always pry. They told me to put those things in his drink.

His drink. I didn't want to. He's beautiful. He shines. But...They made me. I couldn't stop. My hand, my hand was shaking. But I put those things in his drink. They MADE me! I couldn't stop.

The show is almost over. My play, my part is almost over.

And...

And...

As Iris, I'll cease to exist.

It hurts to think that. I don't want to leave, I mean...They've never caught ME before. Before. Before I fell. I was a planet, before I fell. I fell, it was dark, it was deep...

They told me it was impossible, what I had become. How I had fallen. They were shocked.

I wasn't.

He'd always said I was special...He said it in my future, but before he said it, I could feel it. It revibrated in time, and the echoes came back.

They are trying to make me come Home. But I could never go. Never. I mean...

I can't......

I'm different, too different.

My part is almost done. Heero. Duo. They are special, too, the two of them. They, They from Home told me to fix them and make them happy. Because Duo and Heero are special.

They're almost fixed. Almost. I'll miss them so badly. So badly...

I don't know what I'm going to do.

I really don't. I'm lost, floating adrift.

I love him. It's not enough, though, it never will be. I'll make sure they're happy.

Then I'll go...

Then I'll go away forever...

I'll come Home.

 

Author's Notes: Hey. Sorry so short. Luv'n ya'll! ;)